HAPPY DAY EVERYONE! THE PICTURE ABOVE WAS JUNE 28TH 2014 WHEN I WAS GETTING READY TO MARRY MY LOVE AND GAIN 2 STEP KIDS! THE BEST EVER DECISION. IT’S TRUE SAVE THE BEST FOR LAST. AND FOREVER 🙂 OH I’M SO HAPPY!
Despite whatever goes on in your life you must continue to strive to be happy. I try to find humor in hard times. I try to smile more too. I do have a great smile 🙂 Sometimes there are days where you can’t. And trust me days you don’t feel like it. I started out not wanting to smile today. I had to go for a MRI today on my Cervical spine. I don’t like MRI’s. I love MRE’s LOL but not MRI’s. The noise isn’t what bothers me. It’s the suffocation that I feel. I’m claustrophobic. I DO NOT LIKE IT. I always end up pushing that button to get me out. Well, my husband was able to take me since he was off today. He tried cheering me up. It worked some but when I had to leave him it wasn’t helping.
This lady who took me to get changed was all happy and I was all like rolling my eyes and not happy. She understood my concerns and gave me headphones to listen to music. Gave me a washcloth to put over my eyes and then locked me in. So they put me in and I had like no room . I started to panic. So in order to stay calm and not push the button, I started listening to the noise. It sounded like bees buzzing. Then it went to jack hammering. Then I don’t know . My heart started racing. I then started to shake some. The noise was louder than the music I was listening too. Then I thought, Hey! I could have the MRI noise be my band and I could sing? I then could make my CD! Dreams come true 🙂 So I started putting some of my lyrics with the noise. It was calming then. I was anxious to be done but I just had to keep going so I don’t redo it.
Can you imagine a cd being made by a MRI band? HAHAHa. How awesome is that? You got the jack hammering. You got the bee’s buzzing. You got the clunky clunk noise. You got the beep beep beep. Heck, I wonder where MC Hammer got ‘It’s HAMMER TIME: Probably from a MRI ? 🙂 LOL. So I just was making up all these ideas in my head and soon after I was done. I don’t like to be locked up anywhere. I don’t like small quarters. So like I said you’ll have good days and bad days. Even though I wasn’t smiling, I still made a bad situation a good situation for me. I did not want to repeat. WHEW! now we just wait for results. I’m losing my feeling and nerves in my arms and hands. So it’s hard to grip and use my arms. Since I have a computer job and going to school , and being a wife and mom it’s hard but I manage. Hopefully, we can get this issue addressed.
We all have things we dislike. And you can’t be in good moods all the time. But you can try to turn a bad mood into a better mood. It was a temporary situation for me. I came home and sang few songs. I love singing. I love writing. I love all kinds of music. So here are some songs that I sang today to let loose. Now that I’m more relaxed and not ‘smothered’ I can focus on my school and my family. Enjoy your talents. Enjoy all moments in life. For you can reflect back and learn new things. Also stay strong and do the best you can. Till next time! All the best ~Jackie
Tennessee Waltz -http://www.singsnap.com/karaoke/r/bca9dfb41
Wayfaring Stranger- http://www.singsnap.com/karaoke/r/b5a256ee1
Chances Are -http://www.singsnap.com/karaoke/r/b66811e81