HAPPY 34TH BIRTHDAY TO US <3

UPDATE : 6/8/17 ~ PERMISSION FROM MY TWIN I CAN UPDATE YOU ON WHAT JUST HAPPENED. THIS MY PEEPS CAUSED TO ME TO DROP TO MY KNEES AND CRY SO HARD. I HAVE AND IF YOU KNOW ME AND I HAVE STATED , THIS I WANTED MORE THAN ANYTHING FOR HER TO EXPERIENCE. CHARITY HAS BEEN SO STRONG . SHE LIKE ALL OF US HAS HER OWN STORY AND IT’S AMAZING. I’M LUCKY TO HAVE HER AS MY TWIN. I DON’T LIKE THE FACT WE HAVE BEEN AWAY FOR 3 YEARS FROM EACH OTHER. WE’VE ALWAYS BEEN TOGETHER. BUT I KNOW WE HAVE TO GROW UP LOL. I’M SO GRATEFUL WE’RE BOTH STEP MOM’S TO AMAZING CHILDREN. SO GRATEFUL FOR MIRACLES. SO LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOK~ THE BEST MIRACLE EVER AND NEVER EVER EVER GIVE UP. BECAUSE I HAVE SEEN I HAVE FELT AND I KNOW IT WILL HAPPEN . LOOK ~ P.S. MY BIRTHDAY BLOG WILL BE SATURDAY YOU DON’T WANT TO MISS HOW I CELEBRATED LOL  LOVE YOU ALL .. KEEP GOING ~JACKIE

THROUGH HER STRUGGLES SHE HAS OVERCOME SO MUCH. SHE HAS PCOS AND OTHER HEALTH ISSUES. AFTER STRUGGLY FOR MANY YEARS AND THROUGH 2 PRIOR BAD MARRIAGES AND RELATIONSHIPS,SHE STILL ROSE ABOVE ALL OBSTACLES AND NEVER GAVE UP. I HAVE BEEN THERE FOR HER THROUGH IT ALL WHETHER IN PERSON OR FROM A FAR. I HAVE TRULY FELT HER PAIN AND SUFFERING. SHE HAS ALWAYS HAD THE DESIRE TO BE PARENTS. WE ARE MOTHER FIGURES NO MATTER IF IT’S LIKE IN OUR SITUATION AS ‘STEP PARENTS’ OR THROUGH A CHURCH CALLING OR AUNT OR JUST LOVE SPOILING CHILDREN. WE BOTH HAVE LOVED CHILDREN ALL OUR LIVES AND MY DESIRE HAS ALWAYS BEEN FOR HER TO HAVE THAT. SHE HAD SUFFERED GREATLY IN HER MISCARRIAGE LAST YEAR. THAT TRIAL (I CAN’T IMAGINE) HAS MADE HER EVEN MORE STRONGER IN HER FAITH AND SHE HAD RISED ABOVE. AND UNEXPECTDLY THIS HAS HAPPENED WHICH INDEED MADE THE BEST BIRTHDAY IN THE END. CONTINUE TO PRAY PLEASE FOR HER. I’M SURE MANY KNOW WHAT SHE IS GOING THROUGH. SADLY I CAN’T IMAGINE. I CLAIM MY STEP KIDS AS MY OWN AND I CAN’T IMAGINE LOSING YOUR ”OWN’ . CHARITTTTTTTTTTTTTTTY I AM SO FREAKIN HAPPY I’M STILL CRYING LOL

 

QUOTED BY CHARITY WITH PERMISSION

“There’s no greater gift on your birthday than the gift of life. We got to see and hear the baby for the first time today . It’s little heart was just pumping away and I was crying tears of joy. This truly is a miracle and a gift from God. I was told that I would never have kids without medicine . I worked thru a lot with myself on being ok never to have children . This little miracle has changed the way I look at everything now and it’s not even here yet. We are truly blessed and words still can’t describe the joy I feel and have . All I can say to anyone struggling is never give up. When it’s the right time it will happen”.

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY, CHARITY! I wanted to do this special post before I logged into work.

 

I LOOK TO YOU ~http://www.singsnap.com/karaoke/r/bb9bf327d

 

AS YOU KNOW ME AND THOSE READING THIS IF YOU ARE SENTIMENTAL OR EMOTIONAL YOU’LL CRY LOL. You’re welcome ❤  I guess I do have a heart lol.

I hope you have an amazing birthday. You and I have been through so much since we were born. I am just grateful we were adopted together. It’s hard we live in different states so far going on 3 years. It is nicer if we lived next door. We’ve never been separated this long. I hope we have many get together’s to come. We’re only 4 hrs away lol. But you know life and trials lol. Thank goodness for technology though! It’s hard because I miss you. You’re my better half always and forever. I still crack up on how well we know each other and know and feel each other when something’s good obvious bad, or hurting is LOL. But that is our bond and we will have it forever in Eternities.

I know besides we’re getting older but still looking good LOL. I have everything I wanted. A family. A husband that truly loves me. 2 Stepkids. Working on buying our first home. Many friends and Huge family. I can work from home. Have many talents and of course going to COLLEGE LOL. I know there’s like wishes as we all have of vacations, Hawaii sister trips and family trips lol. Cabin getaway, a shopping spree and well I could go on. I’m sure you have your desires too. But I’ve always told you before I leave this world (don’t worry no time soon) I just keep praying for your desire to be a mother. I know you’re an amazing mother to other’s children and your 2 step boys. I know you’ve finally found the love of your life for eternity. I’m so happy for you on that. I want you to experience motherhood. And maybe have twins LOL. I know the Lord has a plan for you.

You’re amazing Charity. I am jealous of your name LOL. Truly you’re amazing. A fighter. You have reached rock bottom so many times and still, rise up to shine even more. Never ever forget your worth. Never ever give up. (or I’ll come and kick your booty) 🙂 Have the most amazing birthday year! May your wishes continue to come truly every day. May you feel the love more each day from your husband, children, friends, family and those you meet. Keep building your talents in arts, crafts, music etc.. ALWAYS SHINE AND KEEP SMILING! I could go on but (I must work lol)

Happy 34th My beautiful sister. I wouldn’t want to celebrate our birthday any other way(well then being near you of course. ) Always know I’m here. I love you always and forever. Thanks for being there for me. Thanks for your strength, love, and as this song I sang for you below, I LOOK TO YOU ❤ ❤ Happy Birthday to you!

 

 

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