ALL YOU CAN DO AND DO SO WITH LOVE

Hello Beautiful Peeps~ I hope you’re doing well and enjoying this wonderful season. May you always know that you’re special. I always try to show others that and not only during a specific holiday. You never know what will happen, so always enjoy the day doing good.

We may complain and desire more than what we need. We’re human. But why not share what we have or desire with others too. I try my best to serve and give all I can. Even If I’m wearing it. It’s not what you have, it’s what you do for others because of what they don’t have. Service is the best gift you could give someone. Not just for the seasons. Service is good every day and doesn’t matter how many times.

Service comes in many forms from physical, emotional, spiritual, or financial.  I know I feel so amazing to see the looks or surprises on others faces when I show that I care. Whether it’s a few times with the same person, constant, or just once. Sometimes I do service or good deeds and I never get to see the outcome. I am hoping that it fills them with joy and love and know that they matter. I don’t have to know you. I can even do good deeds but supporting someone in their talents/gifts/ or other desires. Or even by hugs daily/weekly or sending letters. Instead of ignoring phone calls or messages ”thinking I’m to busy”, to make time.

We are never to busy to answer back. We’re never to busy in helping. I want to share something with you. Growing up I had a lot of bullying and I wasn’t really happy with myself at all. I never felt pretty or needed.. Depression is real and mine got bad where I just felt no one would care. Last few months with my major surgery/starting college, buying a house ,and of course life’s trials, I started feeling that way. Even at church. Yes! I know right? Adversary was really trying to get me down and keep me away. I finally found the right depression medicines that help. Nothing wrong with that at all. You have to find your way and seek help.

I didn’t feel needed much as I’m a step mother and Don’t have my own kids. I felt I wasn’t doing great in my church calling as ward missionary. I started to quit singing, writing, and feeling like the great wife I thought I was. When your husband is away you miss him so much. I know our kids have their own mom. I understand that. I love them as they are my own, which I claim. A son that just turned 18 and graduated school early and is searching for a path which he’s struggling. I can’t get a job for him. I can’t heal his heart of not having his mom in his life since he was 4. I can’t take away his pain. But last few days I’ve just hugged him, loved him, spoiled him, talked with him. That’s all I can do. I am his mother here. I am his father’s eternal companion and we continue to show him that even though things didn’t work out when he was young, his dad found me and i accepted both his dad, and him, and his baby sister. I am here for him. I want to take his pain away. I will never replace his mom.

I am here to love and guide and he’ll see that one day. Just the same as our daughter who is 6. When I came into her life she was 3. I helped her dad potty train her. I taught her how to write and help her prepare for school. There’s a lot both children have been through. Same as their father. I am most grateful I can share my love with them. I’m not perfect and I didn’t give birth. But in our home and in life, to all  of us I’m their momma/mother. I care. I nurture. I hurt for them. I wipe their tears and enjoy their hugs. I enjoy seeing when their daddy comes home  the joy , especially our sweet little girl. I know they love their moms . I know they count on them. I can’t replace them. I’m not trying to do so either. I am simply another figure in their life, they can always count on to love, guide,support,and understand along with their father. It’s hard when families are split up or other circumstances. But that’s why we’re all here. Because we are all given places and reasons to be in other peoples life. So why not embrace those moments and be grateful. 🙂

I am most grateful to be their mother and be married to an amazing man. I am not hurting physically or emotionally from him. I am filling so blessed to have all my hearts desires. We bought our first home. We are working on filling the house of things we need like furniture etc.. you know when you buy a house things you need? Well that’s us. Went from a small 2 bd apartment to townhouse to our own 3 bedroom home. Truly we are blessed.

So I know all the blessings we have, and yet I still felt bad. Why would I feel bad and think everyone has their own groups and friends and you don’t belong anywhere? Well because I have a HUGE HEART. That I was working and doing school and trying to fix and save all those whether it was my children, husband,friends, other family members or strangers. And I couldn’t fix which then made me sad. And when I was sad, I started comparing and feeling unwanted or I couldn’t do anything. Which then the wonderful ”satan” decides to ease his way in and get you to think you are nothing. Just like growing up. It’s real peeps. Very real. No one is perfect. We all get this way. There are those that will ignore, hate, hurt, and judge you. There are those where you will never fit in their ”group” or way of life. Whether in a family, at a job, or at church and school. You must accept that. Don’t have hard feelings. Keep the joy. And search for those that are of need.

I have always loved serving and growing. I also love to make others smile and feel welcome and needed. I don’t have a ”group”. Anyone is loved by me and welcomed. Even if I need to forgive you. I don’t wish hard things or bad things upon anyone doing wrong. I just wish for respect, understanding, and love. Though my struggles are real. And even when amazing things happen and you are happy on that, you can still have battles to fight. That’s called life. You can’t fix everything or everyone . But you can fix your attitude and how you see things. It’s an uphill battle and will come and go.

So I’ve learned to do all I can. Accept that and keep going. That’s all we can do. And do it with a smile. It’s okay to feel hurt ,rejected, in pain, and have emotions. It’s okay to suffer and grieve. Without all of that and more, you wouldn’t learn. I’ve learned a lot because of my trials and pain. It’s not a great thing to keep around, but it’s life. You have it daily.

Just be you and be real. Learn that we will feel down and feel like no one cares. You go through those moments, but must look at the bigger picture. You are amazing and there’s so much work to be done in this world. So many to love and help. Don’t worry about recognition, or counting all the good you do. As long as you’re doing it, that’s what truly matters. I love sharing the joy and laughter. I just love serving and doing good deeds. I love surprising others and supporting them in all their dreams and talents. Life is so special because we are all in it. Just as my children, husband, family and friends. I am most grateful for them and when anyone hurts, I hurt. That’s quite alright. You must keep going though! That is crucial. Never ever think that you aren’t worth it.

May you all know truly how wonderful and special you are. You truly are. See it in yourself. Let us all love and help another or many everyday and in any way. We aren’t too busy. So when I or you feel down and not worth being somewhere or  doing certain things, look back and see how far you’ve come and know YES! YOU ARE WORTH IT! And keep doing it and never give up. Keep smiling and shining and being loving. More importantly start with yourself . All the best~ Jackie

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JOY & HAPPINESS IN ALL CIRCUMSTANCES <3

Hello All you wonderful and beautiful peeps. I sure hope that life is treating you well. I am finding joy more and more each day. No matter if I’m suffering,in pain, during challenges, in my desires,weaknesses,and so much more. With that said, I still suffer and I do have bad days. As we all have those moments, it’s part of life. Yet, it’s quite alright to want to have those times. To let out the tears and the emotions. To really be who you are and express how you feel.

As I continue to be a wife and mother and go to school and work. I stop and savor the moments. How amazing our God is to give me such an amazing man with 2 kids that I can help teach,love,and respect. Though as I’ve said before I respect they have their own mothers, I am fully appreciative of being able to enjoy the moments. I know one day they will see the impact.

Just as helping putting our first home together. Yes, it’s tough. There are things we need and things we desire for it. But really I’ve never been so complete. We have a family. We established a place where we can decorate and compromise. I have a place where I can work and still be with the family. A new city and learning experiences. Though the process has taken many years and through when both my husband and I have went through previous divorces. We kept our desires alive. When we found each other we worked hard and supported each other. Now look at us? We’ve supported and continue to support and love one another. That is through all the challenges good and bad. Which then helps us complete our home. Build the light of christ in our home and in our hearts. That shows our children that even when there’s tragedy or torn relationships, you can still find the joy and happiness.

Why do I say that? when there are so many that have split families or no family? Because it’s true. It’s all in what you see and feel. If you choose to find the joy and happiness, or hope to do so, things will fall in place. As everything does. Just not in your time. But I know for sure it happens. Does that mean you’re done with challenges? HAHA ..No way.. That’s what makes life more fun. That no matter how much things get in your way, you must smile and be happy. See the happiness around you. See the blessings and joy.

Oh, it’s just amazing to look back and see how personally I’ve come and all those around me have come. All the miracles everyday. Life definitely is to be enjoyed. I don’t have all the answers, but I do know that when I feel something and I’m inspired I so do it. Just as we all should. Whether it’s in our calling or job. Whether it’s in the moment or in our talents. We must always support one another and help share the joy and happiness. sometimes others may not be ready for it, or choose that they stay the way they are. Doesn’t mean you should forget them. Always keep your heart open to everyone around the world. That’s the joy of life. Everyone has their purpose and they are beautiful. We all bring laughter,smiles, goodness,talents,knowledge,strength and so much more.

All I know is the moment I feel right now is joy and happiness. It doesn’t matter what’s done or not done. Or the stresses of work and school. Or completing the house. Or missing my husband when he’s gone working. Or missing my family and not having vacations or getting this and that. It’s enjoying the joy and finding the happiness with what I am here to do. To love and share my heart and gifts. To support all I can in their gifts. To serve all those I can without anything in return. To see a smile on someone’s face or lift a burden or burdens of others no matter how many times. Comfort those in need. Surprise those that need lifted or help. And to love and support everyone I can. Hoping to have forgiveness and the same respect. Continue with my desires and support on my talents. And to continue to love my husband and children. That’s what brings me joy and happiness.

I must stop and always savor that moment. These moments are everyday. And looking back at moments helps me grow stronger which then turns my gloom and horrible days into joy. So much happens in life but we must remain strong.

See the joy and happiness in your life and always try to support anyone you can. Continue your dreams and desires. Treasure your family and friends. Keep smiling and shining. Just something I wanted to share between the ”life events ” I face ~

All the best~ Jackie

LIFE CAN BE EXHAUSTING BUT KEEP ENDURING! SONGS I’VE SANG AND KEEP FINDING THE JOY <3

HEY PEEPS~ HAPPY SUNDAY! HOPE YOU’RE DOING WELL. DO YOU KNOW TRULY HOW AWESOME AND AMAZING YOU ARE? I AM SERIOUS! I AM FULL OF SO MUCH HEART,LOVE,PAIN,AND FORGIVENESS. MY HEART GROWS EACH DAY. I KNOW I DON’T HAVE TO EXPLAIN WHO I AM OR WHAT I AM DOING. JUST THE SAME AS YOU IN YOUR LIFE. YOU DON’T HAVE TO EXPLAIN WHY YOU DON’T DO SOMETHING OR GO SOMEWHERE OR HOW YOU ARE. YOU ARE YOU. A WORK IN PROGRESS TOO AND ARE AMAZING! WHETHER YOU TRULY BELIEVE ME OR NOT. THAT’S YOUR CHOICE. DON’T THINK I’M PERFECT AND ALWAYS POSITIVE. DON’T MISTAKE ME FOR ALWAYS BEING INSPIRING AND SHINING. I AM MY DAYS. OH BOY DO I EVER. THANK GOODNESS FOR REPENTANCE.

Just as I’ve been facing so many trials with my health whether bloody noses, continued pain, and trying to pack and move into the house we are buying. YES! We finally are buying a house thanks to an amazing and wonderful couple from church. They have truly blessed our family. And of course being new to all this, it’s been a heck of a roller coaster. Lack of eating,stress, disappointments, crying, being upset, wondering, and trying to take it all in. So much do this or do that. Sign this or get this. And here we’re both working, and I’m going to school full-time, and we have a 17-year-old and 6-year-old and other trials in our life. Still takes a year to see if my surgery worked and then hubby having to take off for his work til Thanksgiving. So guess who is packing the house ? Yep! Thank goodness for kids. Thank goodness for working from home and going to BYU-Idaho online. Thankful for all the blessings,prayers,love and support of others. Thank you to all those I can service to forget my needs and concerns in any way I can.

That’s the best way til you literally crash at 6pm and don’t wake up til 1pm today and realize that you have missed church . You have so much to do. You have an exhausted husband who just keeps going and helps you in so many ways. You have beautiful kids to share this experience with. We can’t wait to get into our home. Family is everything. This is a HUGE milestone for us. If you knew the trials that we’ve had and continue to endure, you would see. It wouldn’t be possible without of faith,prayers, love, devotion,hard work,counsel,friends,family,owners, and especially God! And countless forgiveness from him from different attitudes. MOVING IS SO HARD.Especially since I’ve moved a lot over the 15 years and so has my husband due to previous relationships. But we’ve made it and we are seeing the joy no matter how much we don’t feel good. No matter the pain from getting use to moving after surgery etc.. No matter the sacrifices and time. IT Is SO WONDERFUL AND WE’RE SO BLESSED.

Just like we all are blessed in our lives. No matter what you have endured or enduring find the joy. I am still doing crafts,scrapbook,being a step mom, wife, ward missionary, daughter, friend, and of service. I continue to sing and write. All I do isn’t perfect. I fail a lot. I miss opportunities. I sometimes don’t try too hard and it gets me so down and exhausted or my anxiety and depression kicks in. But you know what? I look around. I let it run its course but I take steps with faith and keep going. I see so much joy. In my life and around me. In my family and friends. In all those I serve. Especially in all I see and support across the world.

You all that read this or don’t. Your talents are amazing. I am seeing so many amazing things and I am truly blessed to help support you. I pray for you. I think of you. I hurt for you. I cry for you. I try to uplift you. Even if you don’t know me. Even if you don’t follow back or I can’t follow back . Trust me, my heart is for you. YES YOU! I am just one person and you touch my life everyday in many ways. You are beautiful. Amazing. Talented in whatever gift you have. So grateful to look out side, drive, go places, eat,smell,see, hear, or watch, or use internet, mail or whatever way I can to support and know how incredible you are. You may be exhausted too. You may have given up or going too. I can’t tell you you’re fine. You aren’t fine. But I can tell you, you are wonderful. You have gifts and talents. You will bounce back in your own time. Just believe in yourself. Stop and see and look or hear or notice the joy you bring others. Even if it’s just one person like me.

Life SUCKS! It truly does. It’s no pancake. It’s hard work that never ends . You get back up and then BAM! Get hit back again. Yet, there’s that joy that you must see. Look at how amazing you are and what you are working to be. Don’t you give up. See the blessings. I know we’re all tired of all that is going on. That’s life. It’s going to get worse. But if we see that when we’re exhausted and tired, that there’s more joy than heartache. Let your emotions out. Be who you are. Don’t focus on the ones that hate or despise you. Don’t worry about those that think they are better than you. Never count your ”followers”. You are a person and special and priceless. Numbers don’t mean anything. Trust me! I don’t know if one person reads this. I don’t care. What I care is that you are safe. You are fed. You are experiencing your life and dreams. That you are finding joy. You are resting.. You are being supported. That you know you’re beautiful and amazing especially in all the hell you have or experiencing. I only care that you are doing it. That you are moving forward.

If you aren’t then please do. Please share your talents and gifts. Show me and others what you can do. Do it FOR YOU! You are inspiring. I have seen so much heartache and so much hatred and comparing . WE NEED TO STOP THAT! We need the joy to spread. Not just one day. To continue. I’m just one voice but I’m doing it. And well if I am only one then so be it. Because I know what matters.. I’m working on my stage fright. When you’ve been hurt so much and bullied. We you have given up all the singing and playing piano. When you gave up arts,crafts,scrapbook and so much more and let depression hit and those that hurt you take over.. You lose yourself. Well for last few years I’ve been better than ever. And I rather see my beauty and my uniqueness on how I shine and share my talents. How I treat others. How I forgive and see my joy in my life. How proud I am . I am loving myself to do so. It is exhausting to keep going but I do . I don’t stop and neither should you. REGAIN YOUR STRENGTH. JOY IS WITHIN YOU AND NEEDS TO BE SHARED> I AM SO BLESSED AND WORKING ON MY GIFTS. So I can share the inspiration,joy,love,and support for family and friends and all those I can. Because with tears in my eyes, you need to know you are priceless and wonderful and I don’t care where you come from. you matter to me. Don’t you give up. Rest and find the joy 🙂

ALL THE BEST ~ Jackie

 

Some songs I’ve sang 🙂 Keep practicing

PHOTOGRAPH ~ NEW WAY ~ http://www.singsnap.com/karaoke/r/c194e5b6d

SAY SOMETHING ~ http://www.singsnap.com/karaoke/r/b87aee65b

FREEDOM ~ http://www.singsnap.com/karaoke/r/bc8cdfa0b

AFTER THE GOLD RUSH ~ http://www.singsnap.com/karaoke/r/af788bbeb

WAYFARING STRANGER ~ http://www.singsnap.com/karaoke/r/ac6d19eeb

I WANNA ~ SONG I WROTE ~ https://soundcloud.com/3532

CHASING CARS ~http://www.singsnap.com/karaoke/r/c194e5b6d

AMAZING GRACE (MY CHAINS ARE GONE ~ http://www.singsnap.com/karaoke/r/be94b76e1

THE ONE ~ http://www.singsnap.com/karaoke/r/b3766d64d

I CROSS MY HEART ~ http://www.singsnap.com/karaoke/r/bbb5d6b61

THAT MOMENT ~ SONG I WROTE ~ http://www.singsnap.com/karaoke/r/bf8d8b547

PHOTOGRAPH~ FIRST TIME SINGING ~ http://www.singsnap.com/karaoke/r/b9a77a435

HIGH SIERRA ~ http://www.singsnap.com/karaoke/r/cdbc6875d

BLESSED IN ALL CIRCUMSTANCES~HERE’S WHY <3

Hello Everyone~ I hope all you peeps are doing amazing around the world. As you may have noticed, I’m always trying to see my blessings and being thankful in all circumstances. This is a good point because,even though its Thanksgiving time. I’m always thankful or try to be all the time. I am human and I do get discourage and want to give up. There’s many times I seem ungrateful etc..For the most part, I’ve very blessed.

FREEDOM SONG ~ http://www.singsnap.com/karaoke/r/bc8cdfa0b

I’m blessed to have a family with amazing parents. I cannot stress how much family means to me. Having 12 other siblings plus their spouses,kids,extended family and unselfish and amazing parents overloads my heart. (you can read from previous posts my story on how that came about). Either way, a day doesn’t go by that I don’t think of every single one of them and how much they mean to me. I won’t ever let that love die down.

I’m so incredibly blessed to have an amazing eternal companion who is my comforter,supporter,love,best friend, comedian and hard worker. He’s such an amazing father, power lineman, husband, compassionate, helpful, and so much more. We’ve had some hard times over the years. The good lord provided a plan where we could meet.

I’m forever grateful for that. In doing so I am able to love a son and daughter as if they were my very own. To teach and guide them with their father. To show unconditional love. To comfort,respect,discipline, and support them in all they do and who they are. I am so honored that even though ”step” momma to them, In my heart fully I love them so very much. That I hurt so much when they hurt. That I respect they have their mothers that they will want to be around one day. But I know I’ll always be apart of their life and one day they will see the impact. But for now I’m blessed for their mothers and my husband to create beautiful children so I can help raise,love,nurture,and just be there.

I’m blessed to be comforted in filling up a void of being a mother. For all the challenges, mistakes, bullying, miracles, trials, health issues, melt downs, depression, anxiety, school, disasters,family,friends,gospel,food,clothing,shelter,and so much more. I am so grateful and blessed for the challenges that I’ve had and the horrific ones. To help calm my soul. To help me serve others during those times. Being able to have a broken heart and be forgiven or forgive. Learning experiences that taught me and continue to teach me so I can grow better as a wife,mother,friend,daughter and especially a daughter of God.

I am most blessed with a chance at life. That no matter all the bad and horrible things I’ve done or things those have done or happen to me. I was able to rise above and keep going without giving up. I am most grateful to have compassion and bless others lives through my gifts and talents and experiences. To be able to help lead my family and understand my husband,children and those around me more.

Deeply grateful for all the men and women who have and continue to serve,protect,honor, and love our country, each other, their families and so much more. For all those that have come and gone. For all those that continue to serve day after day near and far. For those that will serve. I’m forever grateful for all of us in any line of work. Grateful for all the musicians,artists,dancers,teachers,nurses,doctors,police officers,president,governors, parents,children,leaders,instructors,construction workers,Ems,firefighters,banks,stores,other businesses,airlines,bloggers,gyms,and really every business, and every person (those that I didn’t name) because we are all worth so much. We all have so much to offer. There are lists that go on and on of the titles or things we can do or how we have talents. It’s endless. I’m blessed for each and everyone out there and those that will be born or those that have gone. Why do I say this? Because I truly am. If you stop and think about it or stop and look around, you would see how everyone that has been born or will be has an impact on someone else or all of us or  just you. Just take a moment to reflect.

That brings me back to being blessed for families and all my friends and supporters. I may not comment all the time. I may not be able to follow you (due to ”limit” ) companies set on social media. Doesn’t mean I don’t notice. No one is better than anyone else . No one is serving more than anyone else. I’m most blessed for all the opportunities I’ve had and will have along with my family, friends,and those I see experience. Brings me much joy to see all that we are blessed with.

So blessed for angels all around us. For all those giving and receiving. For all those helping one another either just once or many times. I am blessed to see someone hold something for someone else. To pick up something if it is dropped for someone else. To shower others with gifts of things they need or just to surprise. A simple phone call from a family member or friend. A hug at church or whenever you see them, or even from a stranger. Blessed to see or experience in my own family, friends or others their prayers being answered through miracles and hands of others. Desires to go on a trip, have a family, be married, bills to be paid, utilities to be turned on. To see someone who truly cares and loves a certain artist or writer or dancer or whoever acknowledge them back. Whether in person, in a photo, on social media or meet or greet.

I am blessed to see miracles happening each and everyday in my own life and families to seeing in all my extended or friends or basically everyone. Whether the angels to help buy our first home. Or countless prayers and support from everyone. Seeing support and fundraisers for loved ones or just anyone on a sickness,death,struggle or other challenges. Not to mention dream vacations or a wedding or other desires. Blessed to help support others in their time of need whether they move, need a hug, a comforting letter, financial assistant, prayer, or just say I’m always here. I’m blessed to listen, to comment,to share, to message, to pray, to love, understand,forgive, have compassion, and so much more for anyone and everyone that I can day in and day out.

Forever blessed to see the miracles and blessings and communities to pull together on projects, those that need food,clothing,and shelter. Blessed for the church that I go to (lds) to help in various ways in all the above and more all around the world. Whether it be my family,extended family, friends,leaders,apostles,prophets, or missionaries. We’re all church family and I see the blessings and miracles not only because of callings or we all choose too. But also the blessings of tithing and fast offerings. The blessings of council to help families or those that are single to get back on their feet and teach them of self-reliance and so much more. Blessings of not just my church but so many others out their willing to help others in all ways they can.

I am deeply grateful for the tears, the pain, the challenges, the health issues, depression, and so much more I’ve endured and are and will. It helps me understand others and help serve them because I have all that I need. I am a wife,mother,friend,daughter,singer,writer,artist,photographer and so much more. I am beautiful and priceless and I cheer up others. I am compassionate,understanding, kind,sweet,hard-working and unselfish. That is why because each day I remind myself I don’t need to be recognized to see my potential and how incredible I am. Just as how Heavenly Father and our Savior wants you to see yourself and help you feel the same. I don’t need certain amount of followers or be noticed for my good deeds,love, books,music or anything else. I just need to continue to notice and see all my blessings so I can share and help others see what they have or help them with what they need.

It may be a long post to you. Many may not see this and that is quite alright. It’s a heart of thanksgiving. A heartful post of so much that I see and experience and so blessed. I’m most grateful that our family has a home,food,clothing,each other,jobs, love, support, compassion,and can serve. I’m so grateful for all the sacrifices everyone has and had made or continues to make not only just for me or my family or those that needing it. Deeply grateful for my Heavenly Parents and Savior to help provide miracles to all of us around the world whether it’s physical,emotional,financial,or spiritual. I’m so so grateful for those that can experience to be a mother and father or will one day. For those that can experience having a family,job,talents,opportunities, and get the medical care or other things they need.

I say all this because if I’m not grateful then I’m wasting my life each day. I’m blessed so much. That there is so much more I can say and do. But most of all the prayers for helping with buying our first home. For the miracles and blessings of family,the gospel, friends,angels who sacrifice so much time and effort to make dreams and desires come true. For everyone out there I’m blessed that you are here and you make a difference in the world some way and some how. For those that have passed or will or those to come to be born, you have a purpose and I’m blessed for that. I’m so blessed to pray and cry and hurt for so many or all of us around the world. Not in a way to pity you. In a way to say I’m here and I’m hurting with you. Just as our Savior did. I’m learning and growing and so blessed to go to college. I am deeply blessed to share my heart, gifts, and talents with all I can. To be able to do this post . Be able to have sorrow,laughter,tears,and so much more because it makes my heart grow.

Thank you to everyone near and far then and now and all I know for blessing my life. This may not mean anything to you, but it means so much more. Makes me notice I’m so full of blessings and just to enjoy the journey in all circumstances with a grateful and positive attitude. That there is so much more out there. It takes each of us to keep going and help support and remember WE’RE BLESSED. I give thanks each and every day. I am grateful for all I endure and have.

That’s why I’m blessed and more. All the best ~ Much love~ Jackie

MY THANKFUL,LOVING,AND OPEN HEART TO ALL <3

Hello Everyone~ Everyone around the world. I know I am posting here and there. I’m never to busy to message,call,text,post,see, or send prayers to all I can. Even if I don’t know you by name. If you’ve been following you would see my posts are normally about someone or something else. I have everything I need. I’m working on my desires. One of that is music and writing. Which I am doing now. I don’t share often as I’m working on the fright. But I do share. This is one of the times. It’s not for me. It’s for you. For all of us out there hurting,grieving,struggling,in pain, and so much more. We all feel it. Whether for ourselves or for someone else.

FREEDOM ~ http://www.singsnap.com/karaoke/r/bc8cdfa0b

GOD SPEED ~ http://www.singsnap.com/karaoke/r/bb8beb84b

GO REST HIGH ON THAT MOUNTAIN ~ http://www.singsnap.com/karaoke/r/bca69f94b

DANCING IN THE SKY ~ http://www.singsnap.com/karaoke/r/b564b976b

FROM A DISTANCE ~ http://www.singsnap.com/karaoke/r/ba833df6b

 

 

I wanted to write a little song for ALL OF US! And to sing few songs that I woke up wanting to sing to share my heart. To give thanks. To say I’m thinking of everyone. I’m praying for everyone. I cannot stop what is going on in the world. Seems to be getting worse daily. Always know that just a single person likes me can take in a whole bunch of love,prayers, tears, and so much more. We all have seen and been in tragedies. We’ve all lost and continuing to lose others. Whether it’s recently, in the past or soon. Just please keep the faith and lean on to each other.

Use your gifts and talents for good. We all have them. Never judge others for we aren’t perfect. They are using their hearts. We have desires and we must shine. Be respectful in supporting each other in whatever they would so desire to be or do. Never look down upon someone if they are doing things you don’t agree with. Or if it’s not the same tastes,looks, financial amount, or other world stuff. I could go on about this but I am not. For this post isn’t to tell you what to do. Merely just a loving suggestion and saying I support, love,pray,and thinking of you.

 

My Heart Is Open For You

Many days and so many times

Heart break fills my soul inside

From challenges and tragedies

Too much pain for us to see

My heart is open for you

I’ll keep my prayers coming too

For always know there’s a place for you

Inside my heart , it’s the best thing I can do.

Wishing all the sickness and  heartache to go

Especially for all those killings and more

Life isn’t suppose to be full of hatred from any of us

We’re supposed to love and suppose to trust.

My heart is open for you

I’ll keep my prayers coming too

For always know there’s a place for you

Inside my heart , it’s the best thing I can do.

Wish I can  take your pain and wipe your tears away

You may not even no me but I just want to say

You’re amazing and you’re so loved

May you find comfort and love from up above.

My heart is open for you

I’ll keep my prayers coming too

For always know there’s a place for you

Inside my heart , it’s the best thing I can do.

Inside my heart, it’s the best thing I can do….

To show you how much I truly care and want comfort you..

( c) Jackie Hall

I testify that I know God is real and his Savior. That through all the challenges we face or see others facing, he will guide us with his spirit to give strength. Strength for ourselves so that we can help others in their time of need. For I am using some of that time, with this song and singing these songs. It’s a song of prayer, song of hope. Words of love and strength. May we forever shine in each other and bring together all of us closer. Stand true and keep following your dreams. You’re so beautiful and amazing. God be with us all and all those that have,had,and currently going too lose their lives. For whether it be by sickness, age, trials, or tragedies. My heart is truly broken for all and fully love for all .It’s a blessing to follow and support others along my journey. You touch so many lives.

You are never a number. To me your a blessing ❤ Much Love~ All the best ~ Jackie

SUPPORT EACH OTHER! WE ALL HAVE TO ENDURE CHALLENGES~ :)

Hello Beautiful Peeps~ Hope you have had a wonderful Halloween. My favorite memories is trading candy in the basement with all my siblings. One good thing about having 12 other siblings, loads of candy and better chances of getting the big stuff LOL. More importantly the memories to look back on. I hope everyone is safe and well ! It’s always wonderful to have traditions and take out time from your life and enjoy those around you. That’s what life is all about . Well for me anyways. Being together and enjoying the journey. That’s even with meeting new people.

There’s so much I’d like to share but really I wanted to update my blog and let you know that I am continuing to pray and support all I can around the world. I know I have my own family to do so. But I have a big heart and my heart gets bigger each day. Besides knowing I have my Savior and Heavenly Father in my life, as they support me. I want to follow them and let others know the importance of support. It doesn’t always have to be financial support. You can physically,emotionally,and spiritually. Whether just by a smile, prayer, or helping hand. Whether you go to a game, recital, class, home, store, or movie. You can support others in their talents, fears, gifts, schooling,church,work, and so much more.

We all are given talents and gifts. We all have fears and doubts. We’re not perfect. There may be times or many times we feel lonely, desperate, hurting, not wanted and so much more. I plead with you,especially during those times, KNOW YOU ARE AMAZING. More than ever because you are enduring. That means you are living proof and an amazing example. Never lose sight of your worth and your strengths. No matter how hard it is. You don’t have to know the person to support. Many that follow me, I don’t know you and I support and care for you. I try to follow all I can in person or on social media to help their desires, wants, or needs. Granted I can’t do that for everyone as there are millions of us. But how amazing is it to keep you in my hearts and prayers and thoughts? That I can do. I can only try to do what I can. So you can do the same. Your choice though! Not telling you what you should. Only suggesting.

We have challenges and we all need to overcome them. Being supportive and not judging and bullying one another will help all of us get through. It’s truly heartbreaking to see all of us comparing or judging. So many that are out there hurting one another or in the music and movie industry. Whether in fashion, events, or other creative places. So much judging. We shouldn’t judge one another by our gifts or talents. Neither should we compare. We are all unique in our own way. Granted I know there are many that can write better and make more sense with their writing. Do I let that stop me? No! Because I’m only speaking how my heart feels. How I want to do it. I am unique and different. I can’t help and support others if I can’t do it myself. I’m working on my stage fright and rejection issues. That has built up over time due to bullying, not fitting in, and bad relationships. I’ve learned to change what needed to be changed. But then I learned who I AM ! And I love me. I love all of me with all the flaws and the mistakes and you should feel the same.

Life would be so boring if we all were the same. That’s why if we support one another and help one another whether it’s daily or for our dreams and desires, we can learn. It will make life more exciting, emotional, amazing and a growing experience. Makes me so happy to support my husband, children, family and friends in any way I know how. Not just one time. ALL THE TIME! Yes, they do the same for me in my writing,singing,art, or whatever else. Same with school, church, family, friends, gifts,talents, desires,dreams, challenges,illnesses,losing loved ones, and so much more. There is so much to enjoy in life and so much to endure. So why not do it all and find the joy in all things while you endure the good and bad. And that is WITH EACH OTHER.

Brings me joy to see the love of my spouse and children on their faces and excitement in their accomplishments. Same when I do something great. Brings me joy to know that a hug, letter, sweet message, visit, gift, or saying I am here for someone else. Brings me joy to want to do more when I follow, like, or comment on someone’s post,even if I don’t know them. To show you HEY! I SUPPORT YOU! If that is what you feel or love doing , then I am here for you.

Makes my heart grow in love,compassion,understanding and so much more when someone I know or don’t know is going through things. It could be anything. To them it may mean so much. Yet, to us we may not understand how they are feeling. But I am glad I can be there to help and enjoy and love them. I am glad I can let them know they aren’t alone. Even if it’s far away or if I’m close by. Whether you’re a stranger or not. You don’t have to know everything about someone and their challenges. You don’t have to have them respond back if you do something for someone. There doesn’t have to be an award, money, gift, recognition in someway for every good deed you do. All you need to do is support one another in any way you know how.

Cry with someone. Hold someone. Sit with someone. Write someone. Go listen to someone. Watch someone. Surprise someone. Love someone. recognize someone. Whatever you can do BE YOU AND SUPPORT SOMEONE. Not just one time. All the time. Whether they need it physically,emotionally,spiritually, or financially. There are ways and if you can’t do it, help them find someone who can.

Be of comfort and show compassion to those that are suffering. Help each other endure life. It would be nice if they do the same for you. Just don’t make them do it. Help each other anyway. You will find that your struggles and your desires or challenges will be helped as well. Take time to serve others in their issues as well. Or take time to praise them and help their dreams and passions come alive.

I see many people complain because no one is buying their music or tickets. Or merchandise , yet they do it for others. I see others complain because they win something or are on a show or meeting someone ”famous”. There are many that complain about many things whether follows, likes,shoutouts, money, winnings,trips,awards and so much more. I can understand that we all have desires or wishes . That’s normal. But we’re all human. We all have our challenges. We all have our times where amazing opportunities happen. Just because it doesn’t for you at that time, doesn’t mean it won’t happen. May not be in the same way. But we’re all so blessed. So blessed with so much already. Try not to demand others to follow you back or like and respond. Don’t give up if you would like to meet someone who inspires you. Just don’t worship them.

As earlier, we’re all gifted and we all matter. No one is ”famous”. Some are more out in the spotlight. Doesn’t mean they are better than any of us. We all shine in our own way. We all are gifted in our own way. We grieve in our own way. Basically we all do things in our own way and that is just fine. We shouldn’t be alone enduring our life without each other. That we should all be doing in ONE WAY!

Have a blessed life. Continue your journey and feel the love and peace. See the beauty and inspiration in your own life. Know you truly are amazing and supported. Thank you for all those that support me in all I do. Especially those that help me endure in my own challenges. It’s a blessing in my life to share my heart and help you in yours near or far.

All the best~ Til next time ~ much love ~ Jackie 🙂

Enjoy the journey! You’re better than you think you are doing! Keep going~

Hello Beautiful Peeps~ May you always know around the world that you are someone special. You can always believe those words or discard. We all have our own thoughts and feelings. Yet, my thoughts and feelings are always trying to love, honor,support,help,and care. Yes, there are times when I get hurt or upset at others. When that happens I try m hardest to forgive and make things better. Sometimes that works. Other times it’s lost cause. We can’t change others.  Just do your best and enjoy the journey. Never think you don’t have time. Below are things that I’ve had done and continue when I make time for me too! May take time but I’m still doing it. SO CAN YOU! 🙂  don’t worry what others think 🙂 Just seek support and help and you’re on your way! You just need to believe! ❤ ❤

As I continue to work and go to school and enjoy being a mother and wife. I am still trying to serve others in any way I know how. If anything I can tell you it is we’re all God’s children and we all do matter. I am in hopes one day that we all put our differences aside and see the true meaning of each of our lives. That’s love and that we should all belong together hand in hand til the end of time. And then the new life of eternity. But that is my heart desire and beliefs. You can find your own. I just know that life is so hard. And I do get down. I have and do suffer. There’s days in my pain and trials I don’t know where I find the strength. Yet, I do. I have my husband,children,family,friends,and most importantly my faith in God. I get that strength. And one thing that helps is serve. Serve whether physically,emotionally,financially,or spiritually.

I love to serve others. I love to support others in all their time of need. Just because I can’t buy what you’re selling or give what you need financially, I can still serve. We all need to make a living and we all have goals,bills,debts,and hardships. So if I can find someway here and there to support you I will financially. If I can’t that way, I can through messages,prayers,sharing,loving,encouraging and so on. Right there is endless support always and forever. However long you need it. It’s more powerful and amazing. Why do I say that? Because when you think you may not be doing great , YOU ARE! You have amazing gifts and an amazing life. That’s even with the hardest trials you have or are facing. Those trials won’t ever stop. It’s part of life’s plan. But YOU KNOWING YOU ARE BETTER THAN WHAT YOU GIVE YOURSELF CREDIT IS WHAT HELPS SO MUCH. NEVER FORGET THAT. I cannot stress this enough. Trust me! I tell myself this too.

Repeat this after me if you read this ( or if you care too)

I —-(your name) am better than I think I am. I am a child of God. I have gifts that will help me live my life to the fullest. I have gifts and a heart that will not only help me grow but will help others see their potential and beauty in their life. My journey in life is not only for me to enjoy but to see others progress and comfort them in their time of need. I need to know deep down inside and with all my heart I am amazing and I don’t need anyone to tell me that. Just because someone or others may disown me, stop supporting me, forget me, hurt me, or not recognize me, doesn’t mean I’m not worth it. I AM SO WORTH IT! I AM PRICELESS. My gifts will help me be an answer to not only in my life but those lives I am or will touch in the days ahead.

When I feel like giving up, I need to remember how I got here and how amazing I am. I am a beautiful person on the inside and outside. My flaws just make me more beautiful to grow. My opportunities that I couldn’t get just opens ways for me to grow and have something even more incredible. I will not let judgement, bullying, misunderstandings,heartaches,and other challenges or tragedies to get me down.  I AM WHO I AM AND WHO I WILL BE ! I WILL TAKE CHARGE AND WHEN TIMES GET TOUGH I WILL GET THE STRENGTH I NEED AS LONG AS I BELIEVE> I NEED AND WILL ALWAYS TRY TO LOVE MYSELF AND OTHERS AND SUPPORT THEM IN ALL THEY DO AS WELL> FOR WE ALL NEED EACH OTHER!

See that wasn’t hard was it? Now take a look at yourself. Take a look at your life. Take a look at your gifts, challenges, and knowledge. You are better than you are thinking. You will be even more incredible. Go seek the help you need. Keep going and be who you want to be. If you fall down, you just get back up. TRUST ME! YOU ARE WORTH IT!

In closing here are some songs I’ve been singing. I too am working on my dreams and talents of cds,still writing books which I’ll leave a link to them. Continuing my education , working on my stage fright. Working on forgiving myself and others. Working on supporting and loving all that I can. SUpporting and loving my husband,children,family and friends and all those around the world I can in anything they would so love to do. Or in horrible times. Still finding the joy in all challenges. Seeing all the blessings that I have. Giving thanks to an incredible God and Savior who gave me this life to learn and bless the lives of others. Just because it may not be working out the way you want it now or how things turned bad.. Doesn’t mean you give up. You have another way to embrace. So seek every opportunity you can to grow and also help others do the same. That’s not much to ask. Enjoy your journey! You only have one life! 🙂

My Books ~ 

https://www.amazon.com/Jackie-Hall/e/B0758NKP1S

MY SONGS AND ONE DAY WILL COMPLETE CD OR CDS 🙂 Much more when I can get help with music 🙂 A good friend helped with the music~ ❤ 

I wanna ~ https://soundcloud.com/3532/i-wanna

That moment~ http://www.singsnap.com/karaoke/r/bf8d8b547

 

Songs I love to sing . Keeping on singing til I make my own

Say Something ~ http://www.singsnap.com/karaoke/r/b87aee65b

Remember when it rained ~ http://www.singsnap.com/karaoke/r/b1b71e2cb

When you say nothing at all ~ http://www.singsnap.com/karaoke/r/b078a410b

Freedom ~ http://www.singsnap.com/karaoke/r/b38d86a6b

High Sierra ~ http://www.singsnap.com/karaoke/r/cdbc6875d

Foolish Games ~ http://www.singsnap.com/karaoke/r/bf64c0f21

Thinking Out loud ~ http://www.singsnap.com/karaoke/r/c2a6ce0c9

Photograph ~ http://www.singsnap.com/karaoke/r/c093bb5c9